Gratitude is what her name meant. Gratitude is what I felt for her and I wanted her to know that.

I have not much to say.
I did not take the last photograph.
If I did, I would have been a different person now; or maybe I would have taken it if I were a different person.
That nonexistent photograph became one of my “decisive moments”.

The last photograph is absent, the same way she is. Maybe that’s the whole story.


198 pieces of Polaroid 780 (26.12.2004-19.08.2005) 159 x 118 cm, 8.8 x 10.7 cm each